Crazy ramblings of a shrinking woman

So I am closing in on my one year anniversary... it is coming up in a couple of weeks.... and yes the weight is still coming off VERRRYYYYYY SLOOOOOOOWWWWLLLLYYYYYY........ lol

I am ok with it though. I am just getting to the point now where I am settleing in to this new body and enjoying it and not stressing out so much over what happens with it. I am down to 181. So since December 16th I have lost about 15 lbs. I still jump back and forth in a 5 lbs range and I am ok with that. I do think I w… Continue

hey everyone!

So life is the same, that is why no updates....

I am gardening like a fiend, my flower beds look really really great! I have been weeding and transplanting all kinds of wonderful plants.... splitting, rooting and moving stuff around. Soooooo relaxing, and a great frustration buster when the plateau gets to me head.

Yup, that is right, still stuck. Oh well..... today it isn't bugging me much.

I have a broken big toe on my left foot. It looks TERRIBLE!!!! I was playing back catch… Continue

So before anyone starts the i told you so's.... let me just say I am FREAKIN TERRIFIED to post this.

I stepped on the scale this morning and it moved. Not a lot... but it moved. It is 184.5. So half a pound.... What do i do with a half a pound? Is it gone for good? Will it be back tomorrow morning? What???? After 5 frickin months, does this mean it is going to finally start moving again? What if it was just a glitch and I am back in the 185-190 range for good??? I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT T… Continue

To those of you who have been with me for this journey, you know how hard I struggled to have the MGB. I faced a medical community up here in Canada who were addimantly opposed to me having this surgery. So many medical tests that I can hardly explain them all, a tumour scare from those tests. Being stopped at the border because of being radioactive from said tests.... the list goes on and on. (ps I know others have had just as hard of a time too, this is part of the blog ok?) Not to mention the… Continue

UGhhhhh,,,,,, I just want to freakin rip what is left of my thinning hair out. I am frustrated and getting so over emotional about the stupid stall that I am in full blown sabotage mode. I will spare you the debauchery details, but lets suffice it to say that the last week has been bad bad bad for the food choices I have made. Everything crap has been on my plate and honestly today I just don't give a flying fig. The scale hasn't moved in about 4 months... I am only nine months out and I am stil… Continue