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I have started my job as a visiting Angel. I am finding myself wanting more hours but as a start it is okay. I was planning on putting back the money for this surgery but life can some times throw a curve ball at you. You have to do what you have to do. I went to the Doctors and I did have to go onto more medications. We are getting them on Monday. I took my blood sugar tonight and it is 280. Not a good number. I fear that if this new medication doesn't work I will be going to shots! I have not… Continue

I just wanted to put this on my blog because I wanted a place to put down my thoughts and feelings. I have been having a really rough time right now. I feel like my world is crashing in on me and I cannot do a thing about it. My husband now supports me for the surgery. He understands everything and even went to the Doctors the last time with me. But the finances are not there. I have 7 children and I wanted to stay home to raise them. It is not working out well. I am now going for an interview… Continue

Okay, here is the deal. Because I have diabetes my insurance company has a nurse who calls and checks up on me. I usually don't answer the phone. Well today i did.....I wish I didn't. She asks me all the questions about the meds and all the things I am doing. Tells me I need to take an asprin.......I said "Oh great another pill!" My eyes started to prick with tears. I am so tired of taking "PILLS"! She proceeds to ask about my diet. Do you limit yourself to low carbs 5 out of 7 days? NO Do y… Continue

I was appoved for a medical loan but for only (almost half) $8,000. I asked the lady what I was suppose to do with only $8,000. She replied, " You were appoved and the card is in the mail. Is there anything else I can do for you? " "yes" was my reply. "I would like another loan for $9,000." She laughed at me on the phone and said I was funny. I was not trying to be funny! I really thought this would be over by now! I am just amazed that I could get a loan for a car costing $20,000. And when it… Continue

I think I have had 3 days like that!!! Good greif! All I want to do is cry......who am I kidding.....BAWL is more like it! It is nothing HUGE but all the little things that get to you "It's not the bulls that get cha, it's the bees!" I feel like I am running around chasing my tail right now. It seems like everything I put my hand to isn't working right. I think I am tired from VBS, waiting on results with financing, and feeling so miserable because I cannot walk because my plantar facia is act… Continue